love

When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...
Movie : Captain Corelli's Mandolin

The Talk of my life...

I dun wish to study today. No doubt i have an important day tomorrow but i am not studying- the reason- i am bored...Some times i just realise how much fun loving i am..how changes are important to me..how life for me is  about moving on..enjoying...living each moment...
This month went a crazy one...handled lots of rejections and saw myself in the quagmires of pain... Exams(which i least bothered about :P) and placements(which still give me anxiety) were the talk of the month.. I enjoyed a few outings with my best friends whom i cherish throughout my life..:)
But something that made my day was mum's visit...and my nonu..:)
I never knew muma would take time from her busy schedule to come and visit me just because i was missing her..that was new to me..hehe
and Vismaad..he seems to have grown up perfect...:) Touchwood...has a prudence worth millions and innocence i crave for today...
Mumz constant nagging over things dint seem bothering me this time...
And the days were made heaven..God's grace is everywhere...he called me to visit him..blessed me vd an eternal gift...helped me realise wats d best fr me..:)
I dun regret not having placed by now..maybe destiny holds d best for me...:)
Just a trial..step by step..i knw it will come eventually..i have no fear for He is there...:)
Papa's face gleams vd serenity and prudence...God keep him blessed always...
And my love..:* hez always d same..loving, caring and witty...God sent an angel to me...
So all these days..i have seen the worst,,,but still Smile beholds in it the strength to shun away worries..thank god i cn smile..:))