Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Life IV


I always thought life comes the way you want to take it...i always thought living life meant living every moment in your own stride..i always thought life was meant to earn every moment..not just let it go..life for me was a diamond that needed to be chiseled every moment with hard work, dedication and will power...I thought that i had started understanding the secrets that unfolded as we started to live and love it...i thought that the life becomes beautiful as it unfurls the intricacies of the meaning of being alive...I always thought that i had become deft at handling people..tackling them...and overcoming the sarcasms and baseless criticisms....
Sadly though...i was wrong..i did not know that i am still a child...i still am unaware of the li'l sorrows that come our way..i have forgotten what it means to be in solitude..i for that one moment forgot that life never comes easy...every beautiful moment comes with a tear...every smile needs to be won over a frown..every breath is a win over death...
Life i forgot is an unending examination...a test to rejoice the beauty of life...to feel the warmth of love..the fragrance of nature..the aroma of life...
Life...it never comes easy...you have to keep moving..the path is long and the destination undefined...u have to let go..let go all the darkness of morbidness...just in the hope that ahead may lie the dawn of ecstasy forever...

Friday, July 8, 2011

M FRUSTRATED...........

What eva...i am bored now...sucked up nw..i need a change..i need to smile and enjoy..i am over worked..uff...damn this monotonous life...i need to spice it up...
God has made me such..i cannot bear sthng for too long...i freak out..i go insane...over possessed with boredom..i feel like s***...i desperately need a change...This BIMTECH sucks...neither the vc, nor songs..no games...no frills...wat the hell..........
Who made dese f**** rules...damn it...i am sitting on this bed since mrng...doing nthg...TV is another hell of a crap...wen u feel like watching it..nothing is being aired except those filthy saas bahu serials...with the same old stories....gimme a break man............
And this stupid study...why the hell am i supposed to study 8 damn marketing subjects...when the sole purpose of all is to "sell"....
What is the management all about when they cannot manage the whole damn syllabus and teach us that crap in 8 different ways...
where the hell does personality development go when they load us with assignments that want us just to copy paste stuff....
Where the hell do these gals come from...bl**** b****** who ner care to think before speaking...
Oh common....people are so frustrated...there is no one who wud stop by just to say a hi....
And now..i wanna shop...who the hell would gimme money to buy stuff...
I am bored....bored of my colleagues...my time table...my college...my life...
i need a change...why dun i get married...
but i knw...eventually..i would change my man...lol....m such a b****